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Sunday, December 9, 2007


just wanna blog abt 2 issues. more like venting out my problems. i figure that chances read by necessaries are low.
1. i am losing the little faith i've got for church. i cant find the peace liao. it's losing in me. this is bad cause it is like indicating that i wanna run away. sianx. i really dunno. i talk to laureen and annie abt it. annie says if really tired, take a break and think(sumting like tat). i dunno lo. i am not ready to be christian at all. i believe God and really appreciate his love but i am just a great sinner. i love a GIRL. this is wrong by his words and i dun wan to change. confess without admendment equals to nothing. ya, that's it. i am getting alittle stress i guess. i felt pushed to be a Christian. so i cannot attend church services, cells, seminars coz i am not a christian? i really dunno lo. wo bu zhi dao le. amanda(my well miss beloved NIECE) says it's common for my cell frens wanting me to convert and change de. i really dunno. i am just NOT ready. how long i need? i dunno. mths? yrs? maybe my death? i dunno. hais
2. have u pple ever felt a feeling of past being triggered again? and u realise alot of things u tot had happened din happen? missing someone but it's so painful? hais. i called amanda last night to talk. msn with bell to talk. i really painful now. i am back to the hole which i tot had climbed out. f**k that bloody feeling la. making me miserable only. pathetic me. sianx la. i am back to square one, the deepest shit i ever got into. it brings me back to the feeling so many yrs ago where i like that HER for yearS, for almost 5 whole years. shit me la. i hate that soft spot for feelings. it really got triggered so badly. i wish someone can talk me out. i cannot let the person noe ever again. this shall be one of the deepest secret oni to known close fren.
finally vent out some feelings. feeling alittle better.




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summary of last week. basically wed was out in the noon for a few hrs with my neighbour and her grand-daugher. went to visit another baby, so CUTE... haha., stayed home and rest. thurs went to take IC photo, do registration for schools, buy my NEW camera from SONY, W200. damn nice la. and i got a free photo printer. not setting up yet. got to pack up my room first. fri went mahjong at elisha's place (nv go out to the sea with bell in the end coz i tot meeting mich but tio PS again) den nite time went LWS to make school payment and Home Sweet Home. sat stayed home in the afternoon till 4plus headed weiqiang's class den we went over to LWS class. had dinner there too. right after class, headed pasir ris for Qingli's bdae celebration. met leiyen and marilyn there. cool... all 3 of us got cars and we arrange to celebrate QL bdae on monday too. headed home after that. last min got call from mich so went to pick her from dlbO den headed geylang for dim sum, her fren joined us. after supper, sent her home. due to the chinese tea i had earlier, i couldnt slp. so stay up and did some cds for her(dont 4get to bring over to Aussie, gonna miss u badly this time... u are staying there for SO SO SO Long), watch la pi xiao xin movie online den headed bed oni ard 5+. woke up at 10am for church, almost cant wake up lo but i made it still, late though. went lunch with them den the 5 of us headed central mall(shuling,annie,waileng,jinfay and me) den got some stuffs. shuling went back first while we headed town. had subway for dinner(on good promo), bought sweets for mich. oh ya, we oso bought qinying's bdae present le.. COOL. i think it's nice. i got sherms and Kj's pressents too.. i walked so many places jus to find the RIGHT one. damn tired lo. (sorry gals, make u all go all the way with me.) after that went annie home and delivered GOODs to mich. headed KJ party after that. i got abit sianx coz alot of unknowns and many weird weird pple. hais i dunno la. the very most i got was zhenxin and Kaitian. and we had make a Great effort to set up a miserable "table" to make mahjong. den oni play a really SHORT while, KJ request us to give up the game for her fren sake. please la. her frens come in gp de lo. we set up so xin ku and pple get to enjoy the fruit of it. i really si bei sian, cant wait for cake cutting so i can go la. i was dead tired already, not enuff of slp lo. by then i was really BLACK face le. anw i left right after the cake cutting and went off with zx and kt. sent them to tiong for their supper while i headed home lo. that's abt it. was quite sian at the party la. anw just wanna wish KJ and shermz a belated HAppy Birthday and also to todae's birthday GIRL, Miss Eunice Tan. enjoy!




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Tuesday, December 4, 2007


had started a new blog with some friends but still in progress. wait for real cool updates den will realise the link.
anyway, stayed home on fri except at nite which i went for some church seminar on the topic "your work matters to God". i think it's pretty cool and the speaker is damn humourous la. anyway it's cool class. headed tian ji porriage with the cell members. we are damn cool. and pple there are: qinying, priscilla, rachel, waileng, jinfay, jinfay's sister, jialing. meiping joined us later. we ate abt 17or so of the tian ji. esp me, qingying and pris. haha. met qy on sat again to go queensway to change her top. i was looking for some stuff but failed. bought some care product though. went class after that. after last class i headed home le lo. yupz.
sun din go church, went somewhere else. anw nite time went with bell to wang li hong concert organised by singtel and sony ericsson. got huang yida and li ji han oso. anw i must really admit that wang li hong's live is really good. he sang my fav songs like kiss goodbye, ai ni deng yu ai zi ji, bu yao hai pa etc. not 4get bell's fav FOREVER LOVE. and plus point is that we can see him clearly lo coz standing de. haha.. the anchor song he even came down stage. bell got pushed like hell. haha.. after which, we headed for tian ji porriage AGAIN!!! we shared 7 of it lo. tian, i am gonna get so FAT la.
yesterdae-mon. met up with michelle, rather impromtu meetup for lunch. had ichiban sushi at ps. and headed k box at cine. practically she delicates song and i got to sing. lol. intro her many new songs while she's away from sg. guess she really like ella's qiang qiang and jj's xi jie. i got to send some songs for her and also lyrics la. aha. sent her back den came home. had some rest and wake up realising i fallen sick. but nevertheless i cook dinner for mum, she's home late ma.
todae sent mum to work den headed komoco to send my car for service. headed to the docs den to the market to do marketing. bought porriage too. after breakfast and medicine. i went to bed. woke up ard 3+ to cook soup. now waiting for fish etc. later heading cell gp but not going to drive coz my med might cause drowsiness. okay, got to go back to cook liao.
*ps: sok, i blog le!!!*




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Friday, November 30, 2007


i am back

apparently all my readers are complaining. so sorry la. basically my life revolves around work, church, friends,home, cooking, singing, mahjong the past month. it's not that i dont want to give details, but i forgot alot le. just a brief summary okay?

anw i finally went ikea the other day with my church frens after sending waileng off back to hk. 8 of us squeesed in my tiny car and headed ikea tampinese. i love their companies. they rawks. anw had bible empathsis week just last week talking about "end time" well it's quite nice but time wasnt enuff to cover the whole topic. anw i oni score 20 out of 30 or 40 pts for CET class. this is the result of not paying attention plus slacking. church was okay except for last service coz of some misunderstanding. i am just not ready for it i guess. well i made a step ahead by believing that GOD exists. by not getting save is the thing now. the reason that keeps me going is the peace i gather whenever i go church, attend service, class, cell gp and with them my cell members. i am definately proud to have you ppl in my life. these are some of them. also went ktv with qinying(laoshi) and huifang(mum cum auntie). oh ya, went shopping with qinying and rachel(the ah lian and ah hua) and it is damn fun. many many laughters and on thingy. haha... that's about it about church life.

month of nov is certainly many fren's bdae which make me SO SO SO broke. never the less i celebrated with my friend, Miss Jerlin Tan, 2 birthday surprise b4 and on actual bdae. hope you like it. todae went out with her and esther too.(sorry that we missed out elisha, really tot she still having exams) really love their company. we are damn random lo.went katong eat den drive drive den see an ice-cream shop den we just entered liao. haha. and all of a sudden, we headed changi village for a drink and gong gong... haha. many many photos, will update soon. not forgetting the dinner i had with esther and elisha on sok's actual bdae and hw we randomly plan a surprise for sok. all the mahjong sessions was cool too. talking about poly frens, not forgetting laureen, the one who brought me to church and met those wonderful pple. another person that i met at least once a week was alan cause he's from same church, okay i am LAME. CHARISSA too... someone i enjoy meeting up with. our random crave for shui jing bao, belgium waffles and not forgeting village's dinner with nic, mel and jason. cool. i just love all these people in my life making it so wonderful.

Presenting: sok bdae surprise.

next goes to my singing pals including Mildred, Melodie, Shawn, Aaron(our teacher) and some new made friends. we have started class in new school le and this sat will be our last day in LWS. i just dont like the management la so it's just too bad. seriously they should change their admin or gave them some attitude training. no proper customer service when it's such a "big" school. now i am comtemplating about taking up the keyboard class coz it's rather costly la. *think*think*

the most recent and only movie i caught was the <>. i think it's damn good. fairytales being brought into the real world. though it's impossible to happen but it is cool. u can link many of the disney princesses' story into the movie. i love it. people, seriously u should watch it. one movie i really wan watch is <> the R21 version so that i can fully understand the story. hope i get to watch it b4 it goes off.

oh i cut hair just this week together with Mildred (separate days but both of us were there la). i intro my hairdresser to her. anw she cut, perm and dye her hair but i think she looks NICE. quite pretty. finally get it why mel used to say that she's pretty.

met up my hair dresser often this week coz he lost his phone. i help him with some doc stuffs and loan him a sum of money. not too good to put it here. He got back the same phone that he lost and i hope this time round he will keep it well. prob only next year den he can return me lo. nvm la. friends ma.

i worked in the month of nov but it's all over coz suddenly a bad news came in that there's no more stock therefore cant sell liao. so sad. i enjoyed the work. i din get to meet up with annie though. SAD. shall try to meet her when her exams are over. met up with amanda(jo's best fren) though. had a nice chat with her. haha. earn alittle bit lo.

i oso spend alot on my car, abt $170 bucks on care product. it helps to remove those ugly paint stains and some other chemicals too. i bought it when that time i went tampinese to find qy.

happiest thing that happened to me is that i finally see HUIXIAN in person. and i took a pic with her, chen diya and rao zi jie. haha. thanks to aaron. haha... HAPPY and *ps*: i didn crop the pic. anw i found her frenster and blog. cool. haha... wo shi kai xin de and i need to keep it up.

went out with kaijuan todae. went NUS to help her bring her things back to home from hostel and guess who i saw? i saw YUANJIN, one of the people that i really miss alot coz we really shared alot of things tgt b4. serve camp, bonding camp, old folks activities, cycling, seafood, projects etc. hope to meet her up real soon. went sitex with KJ and saw Asiapac pple like Ella(mum), Cheryl, Kenny, Derrick, Kacy, Jac and MK. din get to see eye candy though but nvm la.. haha... i miss them. miss the 2 roadshows previously. hais. miss working with them la. yupz. anw i bought creative webcam and headphones today. went john little warehouse sales too. me and KJ bought many things. den headed her hse to put her things den i went off. headed parkway and got groceries coz i had to prepare dinner. yupz. which after dinner i went out to meet esther and sok kim for random trip.

things i need to do upcoming is packing my rooms, getting my lappie fixed, buying winter clothes for korea trip in dec, save for bangkok in jan, registering for schools, bring my cars to service etc. many things to do. i am busy. please book me for outing. that includes drinking, singing and anything. hahaha. more birthdays coming up in dec. all 21st de... *stress* not forgetting i wanna get my new cam too. hopefully my new DS lite, if there's a chance still. haha. tell me more man. wahhaha.

i just found out that michelle toh is back in sg le... *yahooo!. charlene's back already too. and i so wanting to meet them. i miss them alot.

Miss Amanda Leong: i BLOGGED liao. and let's meet up soon for our usual drinking sessions





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Monday, October 22, 2007


listen to this song a few times and i think you will like it. xiaobai is so gonna kill me after seeing this... wahhahaha





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Sunday, October 21, 2007


had a long week i must say.

wed-lunch at tiong with xiaobai then came over my place to help me with my rm and i oso make some drinks and food for her. went to aaron(my singing teacher)'s sch where there's studio(many popular singer sang there and recorded their songs there... oh so cool). i like the environment, very cosy and nice. i going to switch over coz i can learn keyboard too. yupz


yummy grill chicken set
xiaobai made this... fire engine (cost is oni 2bucks)

my army truck. love it.. it's so hard to make...

thurs- din go out. oni went lunch with xiaobai ard the neighbourhood where i saw pretty karen, yandao lawrence and new ex-colleague alvin. so qiao. they came eating at the same coffeeshop.
fri- went lunch with xiaobai and nicole at mos. went town with bell to get zhen's pressie. den headed to her chalet at chervon. met up with jingcheng first. when we reach there, zhen not there yet so after some chats and camworing in the rm upstairs, we headed for ktv as my dad is there tooo. he paid for us as well.. thank you dad. fiona came to join us for awhile before we headed back to the chalet for dinner and to write her scape book tat is so expensive.. haha. had cake cutting session and we oso had awhile of mahjong session. i felt l ike a little JI gathering, saw meilian, collin, steph, alvin, shenglong etc. (when zhen sent the photos den i show u all ba)
left ard 11 to zouk. me n fi had citibank card but too bad, hit their quota for free entries liao.. sibei sianx. anw had some drinks and headed phuture for dance(i think cheng like house music over at zouk). had our little bet with fi *shhhhhhhh....* anw saw some frens ranging from pri sch to poly namely- wingyan(pri sch), tabi(cgs). jingbei(ji), russ and co, leongwai (poly). really from everywhere sia.. haha... left ard 2plus.
as usual, taking photos

actuing cute (bell looks kiddy here)

zhen and bell posing for the other camera

collin and me

fi and bell

cheng and bell (we 4get to take gp photos)

took by bell

cheng

bell (the 3 of us had same pose sia)

me and bell again... (i like this pic) hei pai pei
sat- met up with qingli and leiyen(pri sch) for dinner at vivo. went mussel guy. i like the food. i finally got to try the black ink linguli... it's good. *yummy* went class after tat.

spicy prawn with black ink linguili (i ate some b4 taking some photo, couldnt resist)
after class, went to pick amanda den i headed home for my credit card den headed winebar for drinks.... i vomited at the end of the session and i got a conclusion. please do NOT eat curry before you DRINK. u will vomit. and it's so paiseh tat mingyi(pri sch) saw me... gosh...
midori 7-up

saw this drink last week so we try... extreme tituXXXX

me drinking (gotta finish it before the flame goes off for one of the cup)

amanda drinking (you got to drink from both at th same time.)

winebar, october special, crystal tear. it's nice in colour but alcohol content arent tat simple.

me and amanda.
sun-woke up alittle late for church... wash up and zoom to church, 15mins late and kind laureen waited for me. haha. went for CET class den due to some last min changes, nv go elisha's hse for mahjong. nua awhile at mac with qingying, annie, jinfay and wailing. left ard 3+ and slack all the way. haha. i ordered the golden pillow curry chicken for additional dish for dinner today.. it's GOOD. go try it.. yupz,, tat's abt it folks. stay tune. tml, there's cell GP





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